Adjusting to my new work

Now going on my 3rd month in my new job... Just what I expected and very much more. No time for growing pains or any learning curve. Expectations are high enough that I sometimes feel I'm drowning. Can't seem to get some of the people, especially on the supplier side. I feel down and exhausted at times, but I gotta keep fighting...

I always wanted this kind of work: intelligent bunch of people, respect and character is there. Only challenge I face is the supplier. I really am still figuring them out, but I dont have the luxury of time to figure them out. I've never worked with these kind of people yet... Maybe God wants me to go thru this to make me a better man. Yeah. Yun na lang iniisip ko.

I pray to God that He gives me the strength to push through. I've been a hard worker all my life. I pray He helps me to be more assertive, to be more patient.  I know I haven't really been the prayerful man that I was supposed to be, but I want to ask his guidance. I leave everything to God now.